I stepped out of my comfort zone and volunteered to do something that I wouldn't normally do. It even went better than expected.
Without going into a huge religious theme, I have to first start off by saying that I've just started attending church again within the last few months after a six year hiatus. The church that I've chose to attend is considered a mega church in my area. There are approximately 2000 people that attend the weekend services.
Within the first couple of months, I volunteered to cut out and assemble over 200 donkey puppets. That was quite an undertaking, but I didn't mind because I had a little help and it was something I could do to feel like I was an active member of the church.
About a month ago, I signed up to be a Group Leader during vacation bible school. I figured that since my kids would be attending, I may as well put myself to good use and help out. I later found out at a meeting what being a Group Leader entailed. Before the meeting I assumed (yep, I know what happens when one assumes) that I'd just be leading kids from station to station or helping keep them orderly. Unbeknownst to me, it actually meant that I would be having a group of six 3rd graders that would be in my care during the whole two hours (okay, I CAN handle that part) and that I would be teaching them bible stories and verses and situations for half an hour (okay, I CAN'T handle that part).
I'm more of a behind-the-scenes kind of person. I like to work in the background. And, to top it off, I know nothing about the bible story that we were supposed to be teaching the kids. By nothing, I mean nothing! I read the story over and over and just couldn't comprehend it. I tried to figure out how I could teach (not good at teaching much) children the things they needed to learn.
I fretted and worried and fretted and worried for days. I seriously was beside myself as to what I was going to do. I even wondered if God would strike me down if I called and told them that a replacement needed to be found because I had the swine flu. Hey, whatever works!
I did end up e-mailing the coordinator of the event and explaining the situation to him. I didn't get much of an answer besides to pray a lot and worry little.
At any rate, I showed up for all three nights of VBS. I did falter a little the first night during teaching but I had a wonderful time with my group and I learned a lot myself. The energy and excitement was awesome and I'm pretty sure my group of kids was okay with me.
I had put too much pressure on myself. It all worked out in the end and I'm glad that I actually went through with it.
Friday, June 12, 2009
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14 comments:
That's great! I guess the coordinator knew you could handle it, with a little help from above.
I think I'd grab an edition of children's bible stories to refresh my memory!
I'm always petrified to step out of my safe zone but sometimes I have to force myself. It gets pretty cramped in a safe zone.
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Found you on MBC's Under 100 Followers Club.. Love you blog!
Mad Hatter Mom
www.madhattermom.com
Enjoyed reading your posts--thank you.
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I would have been nervous too! Sounds like you made the best of it. Stopping by to welcome you to the SITS community :)
Glad it worked out well! Third graders are a good audience though - thank goodness :-)
Welcome to SiTS! Em
Glad you stepped out of your comfort zone and it went well! Stopping by to Welcome you to SITS!!
Glad everything worked out! I've been looking for volunteer opportunities-- maybe I should look toward my local church!
I came by to welcome you to SITS! We're happy to have you with us!
Stoppin by to say welcome to the SITSahood! We have a great group of ladies and we're glad to have you aboard!
Dawn
Visiting from SITs and good for you for "going outside your comfort zone". That is a delightful story, thank you!
Congrats to you on facing your anxieties and coming through better for it!
Kudos to you for stepping outside of your comfurt zone and taking a chance!
Welcome to SITS!
That is great and keep going for your reward is yet to come. When we step out of our comfort zone often it is because he places that calling on our heart. I know exactly how you feel
That's so wonderful! I am our church's VBS director, and I can tell you they appreciated your help tons! I hope that I have willing volunteers like you come August!
~Angie
MyFourMonkeys.com
now you know to always have a childrens illustrated bible on hand =-) good to know you made it through. God bless- love your blog-hugs
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